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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:38 am
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    Hearn looked around, saw Martinez stirring in his blanketsHe had forgotten all about him, didn't even know the information he had brought back
    "Yes, Lootenant?" Croft was opening a breakfast ration, and now he threw away the cardboard wrapper he had been holding in his hand, and strode over toward him
    "Why didn't you wake me up when chanel sale Martinez came back last night?"
    "Couldn't do anythin' about it till the morning," Croft drawled
    "Yeah, well, in the future you can let me decide that He returned Croft's stare, looked into his impenetrable blue eyes"What did Martinez see?"
    Croft slit the top off the inner waxed carton of the ration and spilled out the contentsHis mens gucci watches back tingled with a nervous flush as he spoke"The pass is empty as far as he wentHe thinks those Japs hit us yesterday were the only ones in the pass, and they just left it open now He had wanted to postpone telling Hearn this as long as possible, had even hoped irrationally that it would not be necessaryThe nervous needles pricked his black quilted bag flesh againCarefully suspended from his thoughts was the idea behind thisHe looked at the ground as he talkedWhen he finished, he turned to look at the guard on the hill crest above them"Keep your eyes open, Wyman," he called softly"Goddammit, man, you oughta had enough sleep
    There was something fishy about this"It sounds weird that omega planet ocean they'd leave the pass empty," Hearn murmured Croft had finished opening the small tin of ham and eggs, and was dishing it neatly into his mouth with his spoon He stared at his feet again"Maybe we ought to try the mountain, Lootenant
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    2:27 am
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    "Gotta stick," Martinez agreedWhat the hell kind of guy would I be to take all the government's money, and then goof-off ? Naw, I mean it, gucci fashion Japbait, we come from a pretty good part of the country, and I'd hate like hell to go back and show my face to the neighbors if I wasn't proud of myselfPersonally since I'm from Kansas I like it better than Texas but just the same we come from two of the best goddam states in the countryYou never need to be ashamed, Martinez, when you tell somebody you're a Texan Martinez was warmed by the nameHe liked to replica omega think of himself as a Texan, but he had never dared to use the titleSomewhere, deep in his mind, a fear had clotted; there was the memory of all the tall white men with the slow voices and the cold eyesHe was afraid of the look they might assume if he were to say, Martinez is a TexanNow his pleasure was chilled, and he felt uneasyI'm better noncom than Brown, he assured himself, but he was still dior handbags uncomfortabl
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:38 am
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    "I want them toI want, one time in my life, to dance through two
    pairs of shoes at one partyJust brush my hair, please, Kathleen, and
    put the green velvet ribbon on to hold itI want to feel it loose and
    flying when I dance She had slept for twenty minutes and felt that
    she could dance until dawnThe dancing was on the broad plaza of
    granite fendi sale blocks that surrounded the fountain, the water glittering like
    jewels and whispering beneath the merry, driving rhythms of the reel
    and the lilting beauty of the balladsShe danced one reel with
    Daniel, her small feet in their dainty slippers flashing like little
    green flames in the intricate patterns of the dance"You're a marvel,
    Scarlett darling," he shoutedHe put his hands around her waist and
    lifted her above his head, then turned, turned, turned while cartier watch santos his feet
    pounded to the insistent beat of the bodhranScarlett stretched her
    arms wide and lifted her face to the moon, turning, turning in the
    fountain's silver mist"That's how I feel tonight," she told her
    cousins when the first Roman candle flew up into the sky and burst
    into
    showering brightness that made the moon look wan
    Scarlett hobbled Wednesday morningHer feet were swollen and
    bruised
    "Don't be silly," she said when Kathleen exclaimed about the balenciaga handbag condition
    of her feet, "I had a wonderful time She sent Kathleen downstairs as
    soon as her corset was lacedShe didn't want to talk yet about all
    the pleasures of Saint Patrick's Day; she wanted to turn over the
    memories slowly, by herselfIt didn't really make any difference if
    she was a little late for breakfast; she wouldn't be walking to the
    Market today anyhowShe'd just leave off stockings and wear her felt
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    There certainly Chanel Purse were a lot of steps from the third floor down to the
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    down
    themNow each one meant a stab of pain if she didn't carefully ease
    her weight downIt was worth staying in for a day-or
    even
    two-to have had the joyful dancingMaybe she could ask Katie to shut
    the cow in her shedScarlett was afraid of cows, she always had
    been,
    all her lifeIf Katie shut it up, though, she could sit outside in
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    2:27 am
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    streetlamp, she saw that he was smiling, tooThere was no further
    need to talkIt was enough that they were both feeling good, both
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    route took them past the docksThe sidewalk abutted a long row of
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    street level and the darkened windows of living quarters aboveMany
    of the windows were open to the almost-summery warmth of the
    nightA
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    commanded
    it to be quiet, his own voice mutedThe dog whimpered once, then
    was
    still
    They walked forward, past widely spaced louis vuitton men street lampsRhett adjusted
    his long stride automatically to match Scarlett's shorter one, and the
    sound of heels on brick became a single clack clack clack
    clack-testimony of the comfortable unity of the momentOne street
    lamp had gone outIn the patch of greater darkness Scarlett noticed
    for the first time that the sky seemed very near, its spangling cartier love of
    stars brighter than she could remember them ever beforeOne star
    looked almost close enough to touch"Rhett, look at the sky," she
    said
    softly"The stars look so close He stopped walking, put his hand
    over hers to signal her to stop, too"It's because of the sea," he
    said, the sound of his voice low and warm
    "We're past the warehouses now, and there's prada bag only waterListen and
    you
    can hear it breathing They stood very stillScarlett strained to
    hearThe rhythmic slap slap of the moving water against the invisible
    pilings of the seawall became audible
    Gradually it seemed to get louder, until she was amazed she hadn't
    been
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    of
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:38 am
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    resilient than I gave us credit for
    “Who built this place?”
    “My father and older brothersI helped, or rather hindered, a littleMy dad loved to get away
    from everythingAnd he didn't care much about conventionHe never bothered to find out who
    the chanel white bag land actuallybelonged to or file permits or any of that pesky stuff Jared laughs, throwing
    his head backThe sun dances off the blond bits in his hair“Officially, this place doesn't exist
    Convenient, isn't it?” Without seeming to think about it, he reaches out and takes my hand
    My skin burns where it meets hisIt feels better than good, but it sets off a vuitton purses strange aching in my
    chest
    He is forever touching me this way, always seeming to need to reassure himself that I am here
    Does he realize what it does to me, the simple pressure of his warm palm next to mine? Does his
    pulse jump in his veins, too? Or is he just happy to not be alone anymore?
    He swings our arms as we walk beneath a little stand of birkin bag hermes cottonwood trees, their green so vivid
    against the red that it plays tricks on my eyes, confusing my focusHe is happy here, happier
    than in other placesThe feeling is still unfamiliar
    He hasn't kissed me since that first night, when I screamed, finding the scar on his neckDoes
    he not want to kiss me again? Should I kiss him? What if he doesn't like that?
    He logo louis vuitton looks down at me and smiles, the lines around his eyes crinkling into little websI wonder if
    he is as handsome as I think he is, or if it's just that he's the only person left in the whole world
    besides Jamie and me
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    They were worthy adversaries in a never-ending, essentially futile war in which only battles were
    won, the philosophical conflicts never resolved
    “I have your assurance then, comrade,” said Krupkin in Russian, “and, frankly, I will hold you
    to itOf course I’m taping this conversation! Would you do otherwise? Good! We understand
    each other as well as our respective responsibilities, so let me recapitulateThe man is seriously
    wounded, therefore the city taxi service as well as all doctors and all hospitals in the Moscow area
    have been alertedThe description of the stolen automobile has been circulated and any sightings of
    man or vehicle are to be reported only to youThe penalty for disregarding these instructions is the
    Lubyanka, that must be clearGood! We have a mutual understanding and I expect to hear from
    you the minute you have any information, yes? Don’t have a cardiac arrest, comradeI am well
    aware that you are my superior, but then this is a proletarian society, yes? Simply follow the advice
    of an extremely experienced subordinateNo, that is not a threat, it is
    merely a phrase I picked up in Paris—American origin, I believe Krupkin hung up the phone and
    sighed“There’s something to be said for our vanished, educated aristocracy, I’m afraid
    “Don’t say it out loud,” observed Conklin, nodding at the telephone“I gather nothing’s coming
    down
    “Nothing to act upon immediately but something rather interesting, even fascinating in a
    macabre sort of way
    “By which you mean it concerns Carlos, I assume Krupkin shook his head as Jason looked over at him from the window“I stopped
    at my office to join the assault squad and on my desk were eight large manila envelopes, only one
    of which had been openedThe police found them in the Vavilova and, true to form, having read
    the contents of only one, wanted nothing to do with them
    “What were they?” asked Alex, chuckling“State secrets describing the entire Politburo as gay?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    395
    “You’re probably not far off the mark,” interrupted Bourne“That was the Jackal’s Moscow
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:38 am
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    "If you're really DaddyI could
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    been that day in Little Pink, looking at the
    picture of the doll and the floating tennis balls),
    head down, hair hanging around her face
    Distracted, maybe almost rolex prices to the point of madness
    And for the first time I began to hate Perse as
    well as fear herI want you to listen to
    me-"
    "Tell me my screen name There was a certain
    shocked cunning in the voice now"If you're
    really my Daddy, tell me my screen name
    And if I didn't, I realized, she'd hang up
    Because chanel bag classic something had been at herSomething had
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    been fooling her, pawing her over, drawing its
    webs around her
    For a moment I couldn't remember that, either
    You can do this, Kamen said, but Kamen was deadmy Daddy," said the distracted girl
    on the other end of the line, and again she was on
    the verge of handbag dolce gabbana hanging up
    Think sideways, Kamen advised calmly
    Even then, I thought, without knowing why I was
    thinking itEven then, even later, even now, even
    so -
    "You're not my Daddy, you're her," Ilse saidThat
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    I had another moment of horrible blankness, and
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    2:27 am
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    minutes to the time of one's appointment to arrive
    at the time one is actually seen, but in this case
    I was pleasantly surprisedThe receptionist
    called my name at only ten past the hour and
    ushered me into a cheerful examination room where
    a poster to my left depicted a heart drowning in
    fat and one to my right showed a lung that looked
    charbroiledThe eye-chart directly ahead was a
    relief, even though I wasn't much good after the
    sixth line
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    A nurse came in, put a thermometer under my tongue,
    took my pulse, wrapped a blood pressure cuff
    around my arm, inflated it, studied the readout
    When I asked her how I was doing, she smiled
    noncommittally and said, "You pass Then she drew
    bloodAfter that I retired to the bathroom with a
    plastic cup, sending Kamen bitter vibes as I
    unzipped my flyA one-armed man can provide a
    urine sample, but the potential for accidents is
    greatly magnified
    When I returned to the exam room, the nurse was
    goneShe had left a folder with my name on it
    Beside the folder was a red penMy stump gave a
    twingeWithout thinking about what I was doing, I
    took the pen and put it in my pants pocketThere
    was a blue Bic clipped to my shirt pocketI took
    it out and put it where the red pen had been lying
    And what are you going to say when she comes back?
    I asked myselfThat the Pen Fairy came in and
    decided to make a swap?
    Before I could answer that question - or consider
    why I had stolen the red pen to begin with - Gene
    Hadlock came in and offered his handwhich in my case was the right oneI
    626
    found I liked him quite a lot better when he was
    divorced from Principe, the goateed neurologist
    He was about sixty, a little on the pudgy side,
    with a white mustache of the toothbrush variety
    and a pleasant examining-table mannerHe had me
    strip down to my shorts and examined my right leg
    and side at some lengthHe prodded me in several
    places, enquiring about the level of painHe
    asked me what I was taking for painkillers and
    seemed surprised when I told him I was getting by
    on aspirin
    "I'm going to examine your stump," he said
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:38 am
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    “Then let it be done nowCome with me into the breakfast-room,
    we shall find everything there, and be sure of having the room to
    ourselves
    “But, cousin, will it go to the post?”
    “Yes, depend upon me it shall: it shall go with the other letters;
    and, as your uncle will frank it, it will cost William nothing
    “My uncle!” repeated Fanny, with a frightened look
    “Yes, when you have written the letter, I will take it to my father
    to frank
    15
    Jane Austen
    Fanny thought it a bold measure, but offered no further resistance;
    and they went together into the breakfast-room, where
    Edmund prepared her paper, and ruled her lines with all the goodwill
    that her brother could himself have felt, and probably with
    somewhat more exactnessHe continued with her the whole time
    of her writing, gucci gucci to assist her with his penknife or his orthography, as
    either were wanted; and added to these attentions, which she felt
    very much, a kindness to her brother which delighted her beyond
    all the restHe wrote with his own hand his love to his cousin William,
    and sent him half a guinea under the sealFanny’s feelings on
    the occasion were such as she believed herself incapable of expressing;
    but her countenance and a few artless words fully conveyed all
    their gratitude and delight, and her cousin began to find her an
    interesting objectHe talked to her more, and, from all that she
    said, was convinced of her having an affectionate heart, and a strong
    desire of doing right; and he could perceive her to be farther entitled
    to attention by great sensibility of her situation, and great
    timidityHe had never knowingly given her pain, but he ladies omega constellation now felt
    that she required more positive kindness; and with that view endeavoured,
    in the first place, to lessen her fears of them all, and gave
    her especially a great deal of good advice as to playing with Maria
    and Julia, and being as merry as possible
    From this day Fanny grew more comfortableShe felt that she had
    a friend, and the kindness of her cousin Edmund gave her better
    spirits with everybody elseThe place became less strange, and the
    people less formidable; and if there were some amongst them whom
    she could not cease to fear, she began at least to know their ways, and
    to catch the best manner of conforming to themThe little rusticities
    and awkwardnesses which had at first made grievous inroads on the
    tranquillity of all, and not least of herself, necessarily wore away, and
    she was no longer materially afraid to appear gucci boston bag before her uncle, nor did
    her aunt Norris’s voice make her start very muchTo her cousins she
    became occasionally an acceptable companionThough unworthy,
    from inferiority of age and strength, to be their constant associate,
    their pleasures and schemes were sometimes of a nature to make a
    third very useful, especially when that third was of an obliging, yielding
    temper; and they could not but own, when their aunt inquired
    16
    Mansfield Park
    into her faults, or their brother Edmund urged her claims to their
    kindness, that “Fanny was good-natured enough
    Edmund was uniformly kind himself; and she had nothing worse
    to endure on the part of Tom than that sort of merriment which a
    young man of seventeen will always think fair with a child of ten
    He was just entering into life, full of spirits, and with all the liberal
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    enjoymentHis kindness to his little cousin was consistent with his
    situation and rights: he made her some very pretty presents, and
    laughed at her
    As her appearance and spirits improved, Sir Thomas and Mrs
    Norris thought with greater satisfaction of their benevolent plan;
    and it was pretty soon decided between them that, though far from
    clever, she showed a tractable disposition, and seemed likely to give
    them little troubleA mean opinion of her abilities was not confined
    to themFanny could read, work, and write, but she had been
    taught nothing more; and as her cousins found her ignorant of many
    things with which they had been long familiar, they thought her
    prodigiously stupid, and for the first two or three weeks were continually
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    Croft stared uneasily at themIt was too obviously an expression of the way they all feltHe was tired himself, almost as tired as he had been, and he knew he would have to drive them every yard upward"We're gonna eat a ration here, and then we're gonna go onYou men understand that?"
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    The terrain had altered, become rockierThe hills were steeper now, and some of them were covered with a waist-high brush of low thickets and flat-leafed plantsFor the first time since they had left the jungle they passed a grove of treesThe rain halted, and the sun began to burn again, directly overheadThe platoon halted in a tiny grove, and the men stripped their packs, and ate another rationWilson fingered his crackers distastefully, mouthed down a square of cheese"Ah heard this binds a man up," he said to Red
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    Wilson laughed, but he was confusedAll morning his diarrhea had plagued him, his back and groin had achedHe could not understand why his body had deserted him soHe had always prided himself on being able to do as much as any other man, and now he had to drag along at the tail of the column, pulling himself over even the smallest hills by tugging at the kunai grassHe had been doubled up with cramps, had sweated terribly, his pack abusing his shoulders like a block of concrete"Ah swear, Red, Ah'm jus' shot to hell insideWhen Ah get back Ah'm gonna have that op-per-rationAh ain't good for a fuggin thing without it
    "Ah mean it, Red, Ah'm jus' holdin' back the whole platoon"You think we're in a hurry?"
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    2:38 am
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    wound
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    sound from the baby, and the infant girl opened her eyesThe blue
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    She had long black lashes and two tiny lines for eyebrowsShe was
    not
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    through
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    skull were perfectHer olive skin was very dark against the white
    blanketScarlett struggled towards the voices and the light her
    sedated mind vaguely perceived
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    fought for consciousness she remembered what the question was, the
    vital, the all-important questionWas it dead?
    Her hands fumbled to her abdomen, and burning pain leapt at her
    touch
    Her teeth bruised her lips, her hands pressed harder, fell awayThere
    was no kicking, no firm rounded lumpiness that was a questing footScarlett uttered a weak cry of misery, no louder
    than a mew, and the releasing sweet draught poured into her mouth
    Throughout her drugged sleep slow weak tears seeped from her closed
    eyesSemiconscious for the third time, she tried to hold on to the
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    Scarlett saw the pitiful band of mourners around Gerald's grave at
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    dead
    before her father, dead before their timeScarlett fixed her green
    eyes on the old man's faded blue ones"He had a glass-sided hearse
    with four black horses and black plumes on their heads, a blanket of
    flowers on his coffin and more on the roof, and two hundred mourners
    following the hearse in their rigsHe's in a marble tomb, not a
    grave, and the tomb has a carved angel on top, seven feet high Her
    voice was cold and harshTake that, old man, she thought, and leave
    Pa aloneJames rubbed his dry hands together
    "God rest hissoul," he said happily"I always said Gerald had the
    most style of any of us; didn't I tell you that, Jamie? The runt of
    the litter, and the quickest to fly off at an insultHe was a fine
    small man, was GeraldDo you know how he came by that plantation
    of
    his? Playing poker with my money, that's howAnd not a penny of
    the
    profit did he offer to me James' laughter was full and strong, the
    laughter of a young manIt was warm with life and rich amusement
    "Tell about how he came to leave Ireland, Uncle James," said Maureen,
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    tale
    Great balls of fire! Are we going to have a wake?
    Scarlett stirred angrily in her chair"I heard it a hundred times,"
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    price on his head after he killed an English landlord's rent agent with
    one blow of hisfistEveryone in Clayton County had heard it a
    hundred
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    whole world could see the gentleness underneath
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    ‘Archie’—and he’ll furnish you with the necessary clearance to go from one compound to the
    other
    “Papers?”
    “He’ll explainHe’ll also watch you, be with you at all times, and, frankly, he’s been in touch
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    Bourne followed the signs—everything was in English—to the city of Rockledge, Florida,
    fifteen miles southwest of NASA’s Cape CanaveralHe was to meet Benjamin at a lunch counter in
    the local Woolworth store, looking for a man in his mid-twenties wearing a red-checkered shirt,
    with a Budweiser baseball cap on the stool beside him, saving itIt was the hour, within the time
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    the counter, the baseball cap on the stool to his leftThere were half a dozen men and women along
    the row talking to one another and consuming soft drinks and snacksJason approached the empty
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    413
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    “So you’re Archie, like in the comics
    “And you’re Benjamin
    “We’ll both find out if that’s a fact, won’t we?”
    “Do we have a problem?”
    “I want the ground rules clear so there won’t be one,” said the West Coast-bred Soviet“I don’t
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    “Listen to me, Ben,” interrupted Bourne, his eyes forcing the trainer to look at hi
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    2:38 am
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    "Can we go now?" Wireman asked
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    "I'd love to have you do a picture of me, Edgar,"
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    ought to get going
    "Have you ever been to the south end of the Key,
    Jack?"
    "Uh, no
    Of that I'd been almost sureBut as I tore the
    picture of the drawbridge machinery off the top of
    my pad, I looked at WiremanIn spite of the lead
    that now seemed to be lining my heart and emotions,
    I found that this was something I really wanted to
    know"What about you? Ever been down to the
    original Heron's Roost for a little poke-and-pry?"
    "Actually, no Wireman went to the window and
    looked out"Drawbridge is still up - I can see
    the western leaf against the sky from here
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    "Miss Eastlake advised against it," he said, still
    not turning from the window"She said the
    environment was badGroundwater, flora, even the
    airShe said the Army Air Corps did testing off
    the south end of Duma during World War II and
    managed to poison that end of the island, which is
    probably why the foliage grows so rank in most
    placesShe said the poison oak is maybe the worst
    in America - worse than syphilis before penicillin
    is how she put itTakes years to get rid of, if
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    2:27 am
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    I scanned the storyIn addition to the stuff on
    view, Eastlake had found various eating utensils
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    mean)and nails without numberHe had also
    663
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    years, sometimes to fish, often just to relaxHe
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    that) had generated some remarkably big waves, and
    they must have shifted the sand inside the reef
    just enough to reveal what he called "a dumping
    field
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    "It wasn't," Wireman saidHe
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    people who helped him try to recover the bodies of
    his little girlsThey would have
    found a wreck if there was a wreck to find; the
    water on the southwest end of the Key is no more
    than twenty-five feet deep all the way out to what
    remains of Kitt Reef, and it's pretty clear cartier womens now
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    "Any theories about how it came to be there?"
    "SureThe best is that some boat close to
    foundering came blowing in a hundred, two hundred,
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    cameOr maybe the crew was tossing stuff
    overboard to stay afloatThey made repairs after
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    with the ship
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    2:38 am
    @@@@@There is something in a chapel and chaplain
    @@@@@There is something
    in a chapel and chaplain so much in character with a great
    house, with one’s ideas of what such a household should be! A whole
    family assembling regularly for the purpose of prayer is fine!”
    “Very fine indeed,” said Miss Crawford, laughing“It must do the
    heads of the family a great deal of good to force all the poor housemaids
    and footmen to leave business and pleasure, and say their
    prayers here twice a day, while they are inventing excuses themselves
    for staying away
    “That is hardly Fanny’s idea of a family assembling,” said Edmund
    “If the master and mistress do not attend themselves, there must be
    more harm than good in the custom
    “At any rate, it is safer to leave people to their own devices on such
    subjectsEverybody likes to go their own way—to chuse their own
    time and manner of devotionThe obligation of attendance, the
    formality, the restraint, the length of time—altogether it is a formidable
    thing, and what nobody likes; and if the good people who
    used to kneel and gape in that gallery could have foreseen that the
    time would ever come when men and women might lie another ten
    76
    Mansfield Park
    minutes in bed, when they woke with a headache, without danger
    of reprobation, because chapel was missed, they would have jumped
    with joy and envyCannot you imagine with what unwilling feelings
    the former belles of the house of Rushworth did many a time
    repair to this chapel? The young MrsBridgets—
    starched up into seeming piety, but with heads full of something
    very different—especially if the poor chaplain were not worth looking
    at—and, in those days, I fancy parsons were very inferior even
    to what they are now
    For a few moments she was unansweredFanny coloured and
    looked at Edmund, but felt too angry for speech; and he needed a
    little recollection before he could say, “Your lively mind can hardly
    be serious even on serious subjectsYou have given us an amusing
    sketch, and human nature cannot say it was not soWe must all feel
    at times the difficulty of fixing our thoughts as we could wish; but if
    you are supposing it a frequent thing, that is to say, a weakness
    grown into a habit from neglect, what could be expected from the
    private devotions of such persons? Do you think the minds which
    are suffered, which are indulged in wanderings in a chapel, would
    be more collected in a closet?”
    “Yes, very likelyThey would have two chances at least in their
    favourThere would be less to distract the attention from without,
    and it would not be tried so long
    “The mind which does not struggle against itself under one circumstance,
    would find objects to distract it in the other, I believe;
    and the influence of the place and of example may often rouse better
    feelings than are begun withThe greater length of the service,
    however, I admit to be sometimes too hard a stretch upon the mind
    One wishes it were not so; but I have not yet left Oxford long enough
    to forget what chapel prayers are
    While this was passing, the rest of the party being scattered about
    the chapel, Julia called MrCrawford’s attention to her sister, by
    saying, “Do look at MrRushworth and Maria, standing side by
    side, exactly as if the ceremony were going to be performedHave
    not they completely the air of it?”
    MrCrawford smiled his acquiescence, and stepping forward to
    Maria, said, in a voice which she only could hear, “I do not like to
    77
    Jane Austen
    see Miss Bertram so near the altar
    Starting, the lady instinctively moved a step or two, but recovering
    herself in a moment, affected to laugh, and asked him, in a tone
    not much louder, “If he would give her away?”
    “I am afraid I should do it very awkwardly,” was his reply, with a
    look of meaning
    Julia, joining them at the moment, carried on the joke
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